It's not a surprise at all that you would succumb to the lure of personal attacks, no.
But i have also not provided any indication that i have NOT yet understood even the most basic tenets of what non-duality or oneness means. You were just very quick to jump to your conclusion.
You should know this of me: I only rarely even mention my beliefs. And even then in very special cases. This is one such special case. I
try to argue objectively. As much as that is even possible. But i am usually actually
not arguing from the side of my own views. This is pretty much key. I wasn't arguing from my own side in this topic in any instance: I was arguing from the side of someone who's just a random person who DOESN'T understand what you are saying. And to a person like that, i don't think your methods are effective. Too much blind faith is involved.
These are the things you know of me: I'm a Buddhist. You don't know
how Buddhist i am. And you also know that i am arguing with you. I'm specifically asking questions regarding the validity of your experience which you are very reluctant to answer for some reason.
I am literally asking: What faculties did you use to come to the conclusion that what you're experiencing is not an illusion? How did you determine, using your conceptualizing mind, that your mind was not conceptualizing? How did you determine, using your own senses, that what you experienced was actual reality rather than something fed through those very same senses?
HOW did you come to your conclusion without using said faculties? By definition, if you used any of them, then you have no direct understanding of reality. The end.