My miscarriages in my 20s prompted the change in my staunchly anti-abortion stance. I wrestled with guilt and feeling like a murderer; like there should have been something I could do to prevent miscarrying. My belief that prenatal life was sacred was somewhat mystical, and I was unaware of how extremely common miscarriage when the first one occurred.
Clearly I hadn't given much thought to my views at the time, but since then I've wondered how many people held similar beliefs, and what (staunch) pro-lifers secretly truly think about women who miscarry. I was surprised to learn other women felt a kind of vague shame about miscarrying, despite knowing it wasn't their fault. I don't know if there's a connection between the pro-life arguments and the shame of miscarrying, but there was for me.
This is part of why I point out the statistics on miscarriage outnumbering those on abortion. Why insist on the sacredness of prenatal life? As long as I'm asking, why do pro-life arguments frequently equivocate the pro-choice stance with favoring some kind of barbaric, late-term abortion? I don't know a single person who advocates late-term abortions, and I favor restricting them after 12 weeks to medically necessary.
I found in my own experience that on the issue of miscarriages, the supposedly "pro-life" position was rather contradictory.
My wife and I went to a fertility specialist for quite some time; the clinic was run by a Catholic hospital. While the doctor made it clear from the outset that she couldn't be involved in any IVF-type procedures, I was amazed at how non-plussed she was at the approach that we ended up following, laid out by her.
This is getting more personal than I usually get on the open forum, but here goes: our issue wasn't that we couldn't conceive; conception happened just fine, but we kept having miscarriages. We couldn't get a pregnancy to last more than 2 months. Our fertility doctor told us that we should keep trying and that eventually with the tests she was running and a trial-and-error approach to addressing the various possible causes, things would work out.
She knew our history. She knew full well that the odds of miscarriage in any pregnancy were high if not certain, but still, she counselled us to take a course of action that
she knew full well would likely result in the death of an embryo or fetus.
I have no idea how this approach can be reconciled with a pro-life stance. Speaking for myself, if I was in any situation where I had to choose whether to do something
entirely optional that had a good chance of killing a child, I could never bring myself to do it.
Also, and this may be another reflection of some of the issues you touched on about the stigma associated with miscarriage, I noticed that when we discussed these miscarriages with my wife's Catholic relatives,
not one of them reacted to what we told them the way I'd expect someone to react to the news of an actual child's death.