But then....how to be alone?
No forward or back.....lost in all time?....or just that portion when you died?
( I recall a Twilight ...Rod Serling...episode on that very note)
We're getting in an area that's so speculative that we might as well become mermaids when we die for all the likelyhood of happening.
I don't focus on what happens after death because it's pretty irrelevant.