I've studied many of the World's religions.
I don't think Jewish people or Israelites where special enough for God to talk to them directly. I think it's all made up delusional stuff written by men who were inspired by the desire to have power over people though religious manipulation.
Here's my answer why we have so much much evil and misery in the World. The idea has to with Apophatic theology and how we define God. God is perfect, whole, and complete. Being perfect, whole, and complete, God does not have any needs or desires. Since our needs and desires are the source of all that is evil in the World, since God has no evil, God is absolute goodness. Or in other words since God has no need or desire to judge anyone then God is All-loving.
God did not create the Universe out of some need or desire. God created the Universe out of an overflowing abundance of energy. But our Universe is not perfect, whole, and complete like God. Our Universe is full of imperfections. Nature is full of imperfections. Our human bodies are full of imperfections. It is these imperfections in the Universe, nature, and in ourselves that is the source of all our suffering, evil, and misery.
The only way God could have prevented all the suffering in the World would have been by creating each of us with omnipotent powers. Only by having omnipotent powers would we be strong enough to overcome all our imperfections. The thing is if we have omnipotent powers then we would not be separate from God. We would be one with the mind of God. We would be God. God did not create us as clones of Himself.
We were all created to fulfill our part in God's plan. And that plan is we exist to realize God's omnipotence. We exist so God can share in our experiences of having limitations by God sharing in our experiences of love, joy, frustration, suffering, and death. Every choice we make is God realizing what would happen if. I believe we live in a cyclical Universe were over an unimaginable amount of time God gets to experience every possible choice we can make.
This way of thinking seems logical to me as long as you accept the assumptions I making. You can't prove an assumption. Assumptions are chosen to be true.
My way of thinking has a really interesting twist to the Adam and Eve creation story. The story is not about sin. The story is about making peace with the tree of knowledge. Once we discover our own imperfections, we are not really cast out from Eden. We just no longer experience it. Many times when people find out they were created with imperfections we turn to our creators and hate them. We hate our creators because they are responsible for all our weaknesses. And our weaknesses are the source of all our suffering. We love our parents for their strengths. But we hate our parents for their weaknesses. This is because our parent's strengths are our strengths. Our parent's weaknesses are our weaknesses. It's only when we accept who we are and love ourselves in spite of our own imperfections that we are able to have a good relationship with our parents.
The same is true for God. We love God for our strengths. We hate God for not creating us with omnipotent powers. We have to stop judging God. Until we make peace with the tree of knowledge, that is, make peace with our own imperfections in ourselves, the people around us, nature, the Universe we will not be capable of fully loving and appreciating all of God's blessings flowing all around us. Once we make peace with the tree of knowledge we are able to experience again some of the good parts of Eden we lost when we were expelled.
Well, at least you are honest and not being delusional. Many people read scripture and quote it as if they are speaking for God! As I said pretending to speak for God is the height of human hubris.
I'm sorry but I cannot accept the word "Lord" when describing God. You can't have a lord without slaves. My faith is in an omnipotent God of unconditional love. This does not include a lesser god who has the need or desire to be worshiped by slaves. Obedience to authority is not the basis for a religion. It's government propaganda written to brain wash the people into accepting the legitimacy of monarchy. You would think our God of absolute perfection would be a little more egalitarian in choosing His divine form of government. I just find it amazingly coincidental the form of government chosen by God is exactly the same one King James was promoting.
Hmmm, just take a look at what the divine rights of kings means. And take a look at King James book, "True Law of Free Monarchy." Jesus could have been telling the people the path to salvation lies within each of us outside of the church. Jesus could have been teaching don't look to worship authority outside of yourself. But we will never know because all the texts the Bible was translated from to English have been scrubbed over the centuries until Christianity has become a religion for slaves promoting loyalty to monarchy.
Friedrich Nietzsche had some acute criticisms of Christianity. He said Christianity was born in response to Roman oppression. It took hold in the minds of timid slaves who did not have the courage or strength to take what they really wanted. The slaves could not admit to their own failings. So they clung to a philosophy that made virtue of cowardice. Everything the Christians wanted and wished they had in their lives for fulfillment was considered to be a sin. A position in the world, prestige, good sex, intellectual mastery, personal wealth were too difficult or beyond their reach. The Christian slaves created a hypocritical creed denouncing what they really wanted but were incapable of achieving while praising what they did not want was being virtuous. So in the Christian value system sexlessness turned into 'purity', weakness became "goodness," submission to authority became "obedience," and in Nietzsche's words, "not-being-able-take-revenge" turned into "forgiveness." A Christian slave was too weak to have any personal voice and was only capable of bending a knee to whoever was in authority. We have to balance submission to authority with a healthy self-esteem and confidence in our own inner authority.
If you choose to bend your knee out of fear then less power to you:
Bending a knee to authority is not my natural state. Maybe it's yours. You can choose to have faith in a lesser God out of fear. Your religion's threats of eternal damnation do not scare me one bit. My faith is stronger than your fear! I choose to have faith in an omnipotent God of unconditional love who loves me no matter what! Unconditional love means no conditions! My God loves me regardless of any of my Earthly sins or how I practiced, or not practiced, my religion or any other religion. Your God has limitations. Your God needs you to behave a certain way. Your God needs to be worshiped. My God is stronger than yours because my omnipotent God of unconditional love is perfect, whole, and complete without any needs or desires.