It might seem ludicrous to you, but I know what my Church teaches. When someone wants to make someone else look bad, misrepresentation is probably the best way I know of. Since you don't seem to think that former members of the Church would have any ulterior motives for trying to distort our doctrines, maybe you would like to tell me what I possibly would have to gain by telling you a pack of lies about what I hear when I go to church every Sunday.
I understand the arguement ,but it is quite possible that goes both ways, maybe the former LDS are being falsely accused and have a real true expereince that is silenced by existing members.
I have heard personally from former LDS who have not defamed nor have they accused LDS of anything, but have been ostracized by their mormon friends and LDS encouraged the family members of those who left to not associate with them as well.
I'm sure your not here trying to disqualify all these claims as illegitimate.
I am not here questioning your motives and have heard alot of personal perspective from you that is rather interesting.
I have gained alot of insight , but I still struggle with the several of your doctrines concerning God ,jesus, baptism for the dead,mother god, the whole celestial marriage in heaven thing, so contrary from what is laid out in biblical teaching.
We both know this is and always will be the case.
So if we both serve the same God,Spirit and Christ, why are we so different in doctrinal issues, I guess that is the question that remains.