dear freind ,
Friend ratikala,
It was nice to read your above post.
However you have spoken about your nature and if you are attributing it to *vaishnavism* then am not sure.
ah ha ... that is me , ...my nature .... coming in to contact with the vasnava marg , and my nature responding to the vaisnava marg , ... my nature responding to the vaisnava deitys out of an inate love , .. from somewhere within the core of my being .
Personally feel 99% of what we are are from our past karma as we as beings are in existence since ... eternally?
:yes: exactly , and it is that which shapes the nature of a person .
whatever and one life is a very very tiny part to attribute our nature to our associations in this life.
what I am calling a persons "nature" , is that which you refer to as the imprints of previous karmas , as our past actions shape our "nature" in this life , and very much dictate the path we seek out or find our selves willing to accept .
there is another aspect to the nature of a person ,.. and that is , through our sincere practice(over life times) the clouded mind becomes clearer , thus slowly realising ones true nature , realising ones relationship with the lord . .... ones attatchment to self deminishes and the propencity to serve becomes greater , attatchment to the supreme becomes greater , the service is in a way the vaisnavas meditation .
Personally only feel [no knowledge] that must have practiced all known paths in previous lives to reach where paths are unimportant, only meditation IS to keep in connection!
quite possibly so , as each of our natures is diferent , the permutations of the efects of karma are complex and beyond average conception .
and in ways un important , for to attatch to past lives would simply serve as another fetter , to accept their influence upon the nature of our being today is prehaps all we need consern our selves with .
now , the path of the meditator ? ....is prehaps one who has generated the same desire to detatch from the self , but simply uses a different path by which to acheive a ballendced level of non atatchment and awareness .
exactly what a vaisnava is doing , desolving the illusuory sence of self , and realizing the supreme .
my veiws ? ......like you , ...fellings that we are continuing our practice through countless lifetimes , and through those lifetimes we develop affections for particular practices , therefore what works for one may not be so suitable for another , yet we are doing two things either raising our conciousness or burying it , meaning we are either developing wisdom and insight or we are increasing our ignorance .