the problem that i see with this is that the real culprit behind your suffering would actually be God himself... and that poses a problem in terms of a God of Love and Mercy and Holy... If God is all those things, then he could never inflict such suffering on anyone. And if he were to do so, then he cannot be loving, merciful and holy.
Or, you just don't understand God enough to allow that God can indeed do ALL of these things, and STILL be loving, merciful, and holy.
Nothing God creates is evil. Even though God created the concept of evil... What is often evil is human choice.
Nothing God DOES is evil, even if we can't understand it.
In other threads here, I've seen people who don't believe in God ask why a loving God would give children cancer, or kill nursing mothers in tsunamis, and other such things.
I don't know why God makes some of the choices He makes. But God does not compete. He is the King of Kings, and He has no equal, no peer, no competitor. Certainly not an angel of His own devising.
The only creations that have free will are humans.
and you direct me to the scriptures which indicate this
Every angel is only temporarily assigned, until it fulfills its mission. Then it goes back to get a new one.
I could direct you to the angel that fought Jacob. In Genesis 32:30, it says:
30. And Jacob asked and said, "Now tell me your name," and he said, "Why is it that you ask for my name?" And he blessed him there.
Why should it refuse to answer Jacob? Jews explain that the reason he didn't answer is that it no longer HAD a name. It fought Jacob, as that was its job. Now, its job was complete, so it no longer had a name; it no longer had a task. It needed to go back to heaven to receive its new task.
The same could be said for the angel that spoke to Manoach and his wife (Samson's mother):
Judges 13:17. And Manoah said to the angel of the Lord, "What is your name, that when your word will come we may do you honor." יז. 18. And the angel of the Lord said to him, "Why do you presently ask for my name; since it is hidden."
The name was hidden because its job was to give the couple its message and tell them to offer sacrifices. They did it, and now he was waiting to get his new name. It was hidden, until he retrieved it.
the reason why we apply 'angel' to the genesis account about the Nephilim is because Jude expressly discusses that event with the Angels who came down and took wives in order to have intercourse with them. The result were hybrid offspring called nephilim. That God never intended for angels and humans to co-habit is seen in the fact that he sent a flood to destroy the wicked in those days...including those hybrid offspring who were causing a lot of stife.
But you see... I don't have much faith in Jude, or his explanation of what happened in Genesis. So that really won't help your case, whatever case you are making.