If I held true to Judaism I would be commanded to kill you for blasphemy. However, I am commanded to love the enemies of God. You being one of them. I can judge nothing before the time. Your judgment is sealed. One day you will awaken to a nightmare of biblical proportions. Your education has swelled your head to maximum psi. The educated man is the one who refuses to view the world from the steeple of his own church.
I was just asking if you freely admit that the same god you worship is the same one that told people at one time to kill their family for petty reasons. If you think this god is an acceptable character morally (even if it isn't commanding YOU to do this murdering, but rather that you'd find it an acceptable moral character even if it commanded ANYONE at ANY TIME to do such a thing) then I disagree with your morals and could actually describe myself as frightened of you and what you might be capable of if you hold such a being in high regard.
In fact, that may already be true if you believe in a being that would torture someone for eternity and still believe this being to be good and just. Yes, I am definitely frightened of what you might be capable of because it seems you don't have a moral system that tells you it's wrong to torture or to murder; your moral system seems to have loopholes where it's OK for people to be murdered and tortured. That frightens me, I wouldn't ever want myself or my loved ones to be at your mercy in any regard.