I used to think doctors had all the answers. (A long time ago...) There are doctors and medical personnel in my family. I do not refuse to see a doctor when I feel I need help. But I now know that doctors do not have all the answers. In fact, a doctor just told me when I asked specifically about a medical condition, that she did not know. That they do not know. I thought it was a fairly simple question, and yet there was no cogent answer I got from any doctor I visited about this. When I go to a doctor, I'm thinking their training usually involves the dispensing of drugs rather than curing a person of the illness, and they often do not let the patient know about side effects. (OK, just a comment from me...)
P.S. I haven't yet seen gorillas, for example, to construct clinics with trained gorillas, etc., to be like doctors, dispensing drugs to those that have ailments. Could be for a good sci-fi movie, though.
Somehow, I noticed as a teenager that the adults viewed doctors as M.D. (meaning: Medical Deity)
They seemed happy to do what ever doctor said without any question. I found it unnerving because an inquiring mind wants to know.
I recently complained to my new young doctor about a newly developed bad sore throat.
One day I forgot my new med and later in the afternoon I took it and just like that the bad sore throat returned.
I cut the new med in half and that fairly well stopped the sore throat.
The doctor then found that half the dose worked just fine.
Makes one wonder why she did Not start me on the lowest dose first.
So, we each know ourselves the best, and need to keep close watch even with advice from a professional.
Now I'm concerned, because my understanding is the drug companies can't be sued if there is a bad reaction to the C-19 vaccine.
If they can't be sued they could potentially give anything to make $$$$$ and get away with it.
Getting back to the subject of ' death and scary ' I think of all the damage the drug companies knowingly did for a decade with their HIV meds.