We most likely will end up agreeing to disagree, and I do not share the sentiment that it is 'ignorant' to believe that Jesus was not God. So, my comment was not really directed to you. And, you gave a very nice answer to my question. Thank you!
I don't think Jesus on earth knew he was God, but as NT Wright puts it, he knew his vocation. By faith, as part of his human vocation, he believed his calling was to fulfill those things that God was expected to fulfill. The incarnation means that he was fully human, and fully God. It does not mean that while on earth he was omnipotent, omniscient, etc..
So, Jesus was faithful and obedient in much the same way as Abraham, yet unlike Abraham his role was to fulfill what was expected of God.
He also called people to repent, and taught that the Kingdom of God is near. It's as you say, and more I think.
I believe all of that too, lilithu, but I don't think it precludes Jesus being God. That is what I find most inspiring about the Incarnation too, that God would be with us and share fully in our suffering, and your'e right if Jesus was just God that would not be very relevant to us.
I don't think it went down that way exactly. Yes, he was tortured and crucified and really died. Significantly, he offers the perfect example of non-resistance to evil in this. And through this perfect self-sacrifice in love, the power of evil is exhausted. The veil is torn and whatever it is that we thought was between us and God was removed.
I can't deny that, especially in Paul, the language of sacrifice for sin is used, but to me this has never meant a quid pro quo kind of payment or appeasing an angry god. Like you, I find such a god to be monstrous, unjust, uncompassionate. I think the key to the atonement is in the Incarnation itself. The hideous death suffered by Jesus, the world (us) saying "no" to God's son, was transformed to victory when God said emphatically, "Yes!" with the resurrection. Love conquers evil; love conquers death. Not only for Jesus, but for us as well.
Thank you, luna