I'm fine with the Higgs, I also remember when its existence was hotly debated.
So what happened in between the idea being hotly debated within the particle physics community and it being resolved? Nothing? They just all stopped wondering if the Higgs boson would be found where predicted for no reason?
And how did you get "fine with Higgs?"
I can't see the Higgs. I can see records of experiments people claim to conduct, I can listen to experts, but I don't have the ability to build my own CERN like device and find it myself.
You demonstrate that you have difficulty interpreting evidence. The evidence available to you is robust even if you can't build a collider or see a Higgs boson with the naked eye. What you are convincing others of is not that you have a good argument, but that you can't interpret the evidence properly. You're ignoring how many people expected this experiment to reveal the Higgs boson, and how much money was spent in pursuit. What did they know that you're overlooking and unaware of? You're ignoring the consensus of the opinions of experts. What do they all know that makes that the case? You're ignoring the tremendous success of science and the scientific method. Finding the boson would be just the latest success of the method.
If you can't conclude that the existence of the Higgs boson has been confirmed from just that, then you aren't considering the evidence that is available to you without even knowing what a boson is, what a collider is, nor what the following means to know that the existence of the particle has been firmly established:
I frequently wonder with apologists whether they know the actual effect that they are having, or whether they would care if they did. Would it matter to you to know that you make it seem less likely that you have interpreted what you call evidence of God properly when you demonstrate how you evaluate evidence? I don't ever get an answer to this question, so I don't expect one here either, but I would love one apologist to answer candidly. "Yes, I don't believe I am, but if I were hurting my case, I'd want to know that so I can modify my apologetics accordingly," or, "I don't believe that, but even were it the case, so what? God sees what I'm doing, that I'm trying to bring people over to Christianity, and that's what matters, not results," or some other sign of self-reflection. How about being the first? Would it matter to you to know that you were actually helping convince people that they are correct and you are wrong if that were the case? Because if it doesn't, why try to show you what your actual effect is?
On the flip Side God does offer us the ability to know for ourselves.
Why would a skeptic believe that you know any more about gods or have more experience of them than he does? He know the limits of what is knowable about gods - nothing, even if they exist, even if the believer don't know that, even if he is 100% certain that he understands his psychological experience correctly?
You won't see what you are trying to not see.
That describes the faith-based thinker with a confirmation bias, the people who can't see contradictions in scripture, for example.
I've shown that many don't apply the same rules to God that they do to particles. They exert great faith in one set of untested assumptions while rejecting others.
No, you haven't. You've shown that you don't know what the rules are for evidence, or what faith is.
Great and millions upon millions report having help from God. Do you accept this data?
Sure, but not that they are correct. Why? That they believe it is not an extraordinary claim. That they are correct is.