Voltaire stated, "
If God did not exist,
it would be necessary to
invent Him."
Human beings tend to make a mess of every progressive institution they create due to their innate selfishness and greed which they had not taken the spiritual effort to eradicate. I felt that a just God is necessary to ensure justice is imparted to the poor, underprivileged, helpless who are vulnerable to exploitation. Including the elderly, widows and orphans.
This also includes birds and animals who are killed against their will to satisfy human hunger and even greed. Hopefully God will bring accountability in their cases as well.
I was embedded in atheism/agnosticism with such thoughts till I came about the Prajapita Brahmakumaris and came to see that God Himself has arrived as Guru now for humanity.This brought a lot of peace and contentment to me, as I understood that God is watching the back of every sentient being who are technically His children with deep love and affection.
I understood also from the Brahmakumaris that God looks like a incorporeal point of light, as mentioned or referenced in all diverse scriptures of the world too...