I believe faith distorts a person's sense of reality.
What is reality? Do we really know? Sure, quantum physics can give us a rough idea. But modern science still doesn't definitively
know.
People of faith are unable to use their reason to full effect. We see this occuring all the time.
Reason tends to be overrated when you consider the fact that Pantheistic Solipism, the idea that the mind is constantly dreaming that it is awake, is not only philosophically, mechanically, and physically possible, but
probable. Quantum physics in and of itself brings us to about a 50% chance that reality is real. It sounds crazy but trust me, if you sit down and do the math it seriously comes out to about that.
Unfortunately, change does not come easy. Especially when there is the threat of eternal torture. Even thinking about the various problems Christianity presents seemed dangerous to me, as I thought I might be angering god.
I want to sincerely applaud you for your courage. Some of your more hardcore militant atheists can't comprehend how difficult this can be, especially when raised in a secular household as a child. I just want to let you know that if the god of the bible actually does exist, then he is either understanding as to why you chose to abandon your faith, or alternatively, a god not worth worshipping anyway.
My own journey as a Christian became more and more troubled towards the end, as I tried to use my reason to understand the countless theological, ethical, scientific and philosophical problems that my religion presented.
It is a very difficult process to go through, I know first hand being raised and baptized as a Roman Catholic. I just want you to know that non-religious people are just as warm and compassionate as any priest can be (usually much more compassionate in my opinion) and you never have to walk through this difficult road alone. I've gone full circle from Catholicism to atheism and everything in between, so if you ever need someone to talk to you just let me know.