scratch said:
The police force do not keep me happy. A full stomuch and a locked door is alright. But happiness comes from a feeling of well being, a perception that's what happeness is if you percieve life to be good it is, bad it is bad.
As for asking questions, I do want the answers, when you answer me your answers are vague and circular they just come back to the question I was asking in the first place. It just seems like most religions are a mass of opinion. People seem to just follow it without asking questions. Then when they do they alot of them seem to lose the faith.
I took a little liberty with my last post and had some regret.
When I started work as a teenager I was in a factory with between 50 and 70 men and the tea lady and two office ladies for 5 years at the same job. One physical fight I got into was with my immediate boss just because he reckoned I smiled too much and then he attacked me. He was a good catholic with plenty of his own chidren he couldn't control so he took me on.
My work was good and I enjoyed life but realized that most of the older tradesmen were a sour lot and I think they hated life and if you got in their way it took some skills to out wit them and leave them to it.
I decided then if that was life for the rest of my life it wasn't for me.
I developed enough skills to never have to seriously work in a factory situation again and have had plenty of time and a freedom not many people would have to explore alternatives in the real world.
I met a bloke years ago who said we were just play things of some alien force and he was very angry about it. He was very rational and a practical person and totally against and hated the mere thought of God.
It is way beyond me and I don't need to question to deeply.
I only know what I do from comparing against personal supernatural experience and am usually careful not to put a gender on God because to me there is no gender but Father is a term that means to me the author or originator.
In that sense there is no other above God the Father.
If you can imagine no time, no movement, infinite, ever lasting, always the same then to me that is where God is and can only be experienced as an energizing spirit.
This always seems a complete knowledge but then it never is. I just treat the experience as enlightening and continuing.
You are really thrashing it a bit with some of your questions. It sounds as though you need answers, rather than wanting them.