Carlita, I had an experience last week, that caused me to return to the faith. (Christianity) Something I never thought I'd do.
I had truly fallen away from prayers, and identified as an atheist/agnostic for a while, but there was always something I was seeking. Or missing, maybe. Well, last week, I honestly felt like the holy spirit washed over me. It was like a physical feeling, and it's hard to explain. I imagine I sound insane lol but, it happened. I felt it. And since that day, I've accepted that Jesus is real, even. This doesn't mean we abandon logic, but faith is something different. It doesn't have to be logical, and this experience defies logic, to be honest. I'm finally at peace.