LOL. You really did miss an opportunity in politics as a spin doctor.
Now quit sniffing glue for a moment and try to appreciate what I am saying. I know that is difficult for you, but try. Again, I am not saying, "10 years ago I'd be agreeing with you" for no reason. Though, honestly, it was a bit longer ago than that. For decades, I was happy at home in the sense of "no self/not self" doctrine. It should not come as a surprise to you that I would mention it now as the pivot in a cathartic inner experience. You are the one stuck on your imaginings about "cosmic" consciousness. I will grant, as I've said before, that the experience does SEEM cosmic when compared to ordinary everyday consciousness. The only equation is in understanding that there are different states of consciousness, my point was, for the slow, if I understood what you were talking about in your endless rants about "cosmic" consciousness, how could I NOT know about the nature of the "I AM!" state, as both are relatively obscure states. Have you, for example, had the "Aum" expereince? It's a show-stopper, I assure you.... very colourful, it is.... and loud...
In all fairness, in my POV, it is you who have not broken through the "no self/not self" illusion. Give it time.