Don't worry, I immerse myself aplenty in non-materialist sources. A lot of materialists like to criticize young earth creationists as science deniers, And I can agree with that criticism. But I think the quality of the scientific work done by several top-notch parapsychologists is of such high quality that to just ignore and criticize them is also a type of science denial done by materialist 'scientists'.Indeed George, we are being kept in the dark by materialist scientists. There are a few trustworthy scientists who are ignored by the materialist scientists, Rupert Sheldrake is worthy of checking out, also Peter Russell and Graham Hancock who offer a different view of things.
My dreams are almost always concoctions of the mind typically exploring negative things in some non-realistic scenario. On a brighter side I think I once had a dream that crossed the boarder into reality when just before waking I was embraced in great love from my then recently deceased father. A very similar dream happened to me with a close friend from Iran (he had been a student in America and we traveled across the country together) came to me in an embracing love and friendship dream just before waking. Unknown to me at the time of the dream, I later heard that he had been killed in the Iran/Iraq war.My Monday dreams were boring, and I have vague memories of them. None are worth speaking about !
Dreams also intrigue me in another way because I notice when I start to fall asleep I have access to memories I don't have access to in the waking state. Why is that I wonder?