zeuscannon
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For starters I typed this rant after 6 beers and on a iPhone so please bare with me on spelling & grammar. Maybe I'm just crazy. If I am missing something here I don't know, I cannot talk to family about this matter and I live in the bible belt so it's hard to openly discuss this.
would like to start this post with some background about myself I attended a catholic private school in Rensaleer, NY K-2 & public school the rest. *Despite being a football star and "popular" I hated it. Anyway I was always a firm believer and when I thought about things that contradicted the bible I couldn't think deeply into the subject because of the fear of damnation instilled in my mind. *I was talking to my older brother I was 15 he was 21 didn't know him well. (half bro). *He told me he was atheist and I asked him why?! He didn't want to hurt me and said maybe some other time. *I was devastated my brother was not going to join me in heaven... *Such a good person and wouldn't do anything in any way to hurt someone else volunteered at a homeless shelter. **This thought tormented my mind on why. **I was beginning to break the barrier. *The thought I had completely released me from the chains why werent cultures that had no contact with christians not Christians... The religion is spread purely by man therefore had to have been created by man why do some people get the luxury of heaven. *Why did god give these people free will if they never even knew he existed?! My mind was free I almost instantly was aware of how brain washed I was. *The next question is why I could free myself while others the people I loved trapped inside a fake reality. *So I try to explain to a close friend his mind could not wrap his head around the concept and I realized the instilled fear of damnation barrier. *Here's Another thing if god is all knowing and created free will he would know everyone's predetermined destinys making free will impossible. I just want to help these people set themselves free but it almost seems Impossible like I feel like I'm not human or these people around me are unreachable. They give answers such as god works in mysterious ways.<-- wtf does this even mean??? It's something that is repeated so much it is like many of the things that are said that explains all controversy without any explanation. Also god is all knowing why is he always beating around the bush he knows all about lucifer why not just go ahead and make him Satan without the betrayal. *Because without it there's no story and if there's no story there's nothing to fool&intrigue people with. *I don't want to hurt anyone with this message but I feel it's my duty as a person to try and help people free there minds and take the next evolutionary step world peace!!! You heard right this is the solution to world peace all wars are based on religions. *I will explain... every religion seems to contradict another in some shape or form separating groups of people with different sets of morals rituals etc... Ok now subtract religion now everyone isn't told different rights and wrongs everyones are basically the same. **Might as well tell you the most interesting thing I think. *Everyone knows of the corruption of the catholic church obtaining money through fear mongering *indulgences blessings etc... They teach this in schools! Somehow still today the donation to the church bin **Is passed around to show stupidity to Jesus just kidding I'm tired! *Sorry well anyway the preacher talks like a pretty humble guy go to his house and look at his home worth 450k payed in full by the church they give the guy with the ability to ask for donations and he's on the payroll?? That's weird!!!!
would like to start this post with some background about myself I attended a catholic private school in Rensaleer, NY K-2 & public school the rest. *Despite being a football star and "popular" I hated it. Anyway I was always a firm believer and when I thought about things that contradicted the bible I couldn't think deeply into the subject because of the fear of damnation instilled in my mind. *I was talking to my older brother I was 15 he was 21 didn't know him well. (half bro). *He told me he was atheist and I asked him why?! He didn't want to hurt me and said maybe some other time. *I was devastated my brother was not going to join me in heaven... *Such a good person and wouldn't do anything in any way to hurt someone else volunteered at a homeless shelter. **This thought tormented my mind on why. **I was beginning to break the barrier. *The thought I had completely released me from the chains why werent cultures that had no contact with christians not Christians... The religion is spread purely by man therefore had to have been created by man why do some people get the luxury of heaven. *Why did god give these people free will if they never even knew he existed?! My mind was free I almost instantly was aware of how brain washed I was. *The next question is why I could free myself while others the people I loved trapped inside a fake reality. *So I try to explain to a close friend his mind could not wrap his head around the concept and I realized the instilled fear of damnation barrier. *Here's Another thing if god is all knowing and created free will he would know everyone's predetermined destinys making free will impossible. I just want to help these people set themselves free but it almost seems Impossible like I feel like I'm not human or these people around me are unreachable. They give answers such as god works in mysterious ways.<-- wtf does this even mean??? It's something that is repeated so much it is like many of the things that are said that explains all controversy without any explanation. Also god is all knowing why is he always beating around the bush he knows all about lucifer why not just go ahead and make him Satan without the betrayal. *Because without it there's no story and if there's no story there's nothing to fool&intrigue people with. *I don't want to hurt anyone with this message but I feel it's my duty as a person to try and help people free there minds and take the next evolutionary step world peace!!! You heard right this is the solution to world peace all wars are based on religions. *I will explain... every religion seems to contradict another in some shape or form separating groups of people with different sets of morals rituals etc... Ok now subtract religion now everyone isn't told different rights and wrongs everyones are basically the same. **Might as well tell you the most interesting thing I think. *Everyone knows of the corruption of the catholic church obtaining money through fear mongering *indulgences blessings etc... They teach this in schools! Somehow still today the donation to the church bin **Is passed around to show stupidity to Jesus just kidding I'm tired! *Sorry well anyway the preacher talks like a pretty humble guy go to his house and look at his home worth 450k payed in full by the church they give the guy with the ability to ask for donations and he's on the payroll?? That's weird!!!!
