The prisoners in Plato's Cave experience dancing cave wall shadows that they KNOW represent reality, but in actual Reality, they do not. When told that there is a greater Reality called The Sun, they refuse to listen.
Every winter in the Zen temples around the world, the monks close their doors to the public and go into intensive group meditation called sesshin. This is group meditation, designed to get as many possible over the threshold of the conceptual mind. Because of the powerful energies involved, old images in the subconscious are stirred up, and present themselves as visions called makyo to the students. They are convinced that Jesus, or Buddha, or the Virgin Mary is actually standing right in front of them. They are, in reality, hallucinating. But they cannot be convinced of this. All the teacher can do is to direct them back to their meditation session. Over time, once they advance beyond this stage, they finally see the true nature of their hallucinatory experiences. These incidents are not publicized by the Zen community, unlike the 'visions' people had of the ''resurrected' Jesus, for example. How much less is your experience than those who have had such convincing visions.
If you don't understand the nature of your experience, then you are still in darkness.
THE EGOTISTICAL STATES:
1. APPARENT LOVE OF OTHERS BY PROJECTION OF THE EGO
This is Idolatrous Love, in which the ego is projected onto another
being. The pretention to divinity as 'distinct' has left my organism and is now
fixed onto the organism of the other [ie Jesus, God, etc.]. The affective situation
resembles that above, with the difference that the other has taken my place in
my scale of values. I desire the existence of the other-idol, and am against everything that
is opposed to them. I no longer love my own organism except in so far as it is
the faithful servant of the idol; apart from that I have no further sentiments
towards my organism, I am indifferent to it, and, if necessary, I can give my
life for the safety of my idol (I can sacrifice my organism to my Ego fixed on
the idol; like Empedocles throwing himself down the crater of Etna in order
to immortalise his Ego). As for the rest of the world, I hate it if it is hostile to
my idol; if it is not hostile and if my contemplation of the idol fills me with
joy (that is to say, with egotistical affirmation), I love indiscriminately all the
rest of the world. If the idolised being rejects me to the point of forbidding me
all possession of my Ego in them, the apparent love can be turned to hate.
Zen and the Psychology of Transformation, by Hubert Benoit