It was, and it's not nonsense. It was rotting me from the inside out. And if you've never heard such claims before, you've not listened to the world. I'm hardly the only one who was being destroyed by following Christ. It's gaining some traction in academic study, and is known as
What does that have to do with homosexuals? They aren't "rejoicing in iniquity" or doing "harm to a neighbor" by being gay. The only ones who it does bother are those who can't mind their own business and let other people live their own lives.
I have. I'm confident in saying I know if far better than the majority of Christians. And actually reading it is a part of how I was able to leave Christ, because as I was struggling, when I turned to the Bible for answers and guidance I found none. What I saw was bloodshed, genocide, torture, slavery, rape, and all sorts of atrocities committed either at the hands of god himself, upon god's direct request, the request of his prophets, or done in his name. I saw people who were being tortured and abused by Jehovah and Christ far worse than I was.