Yes Morse by all means study me,in the end it will be you who will have teardrops on your cheeks, when you willcome to have known the Manifest Truth.
To the next confusion, Of course I am not God, God , There is Nothing Comparable to HIM, He has created all of us, we are merely all a drop of sperm, who when we will reach an of age maturity and fade away into the earth, we presume in our arrogance that we know the hidden keys, and we know the unseen. This body which is with us,is merely a kind of a box, and within that box there is yet another entity and that is your soul, and it is this soul which will by all means travel back to where it came from and was created. The only reason you are sounding harsh and want tangible evidence, is because you have been structured in such a way by the constant reminding of your peers, who taught you what you required to be taught, so that when you reach an age of maturity, you will have become the way they wanted youto become.
The truth has all been hidden away from you, but there is still the time to heal your wounds and come to realise that there indeed exists an onward journey far into the heavens, a journey which none can deny except the scoffers and the arrogant Ones.