I have p.t.s.d. and am an alcoholic in remission.
Do I need institutionalized?
I WAS in a mental hospital in Fla. a few years back AGAINST my will.
I had a pancreatic attack and uttered "oh I'd rather die than go through this" in the E.R.
Cops took me straight to a nut house for 3 days!!!!!
Shrink interviewed me and said "Nothing wrong with you at all. Go home."
Florida's Baker law.
Nothing I could do about it.
It WAS fun however to interact with the real whackos.
Food was o.k and the drugs they gave me were
wonderful!
I was in "happy" land.
10 mg Librium every 6 hours.
WHO CARES about anything!
I wish I had more! Yummy, happy land in the funny farm.
Don't take the drugs? Don't get out!
Met several good looking chick inmates and was scolded by the staff for flirting.
That's the SECOND time I've been a nut house.
Years ago I went on a really bad alcohol binge and the only hospital that had a bed was a funny farm.
24 hours AFTER my last drink my blood alcohol was STILL at .40% which is normally an alcohol
induced coma prior to DEATH!
Doc said my b.a.c. likely was over .50 % and "why aren't you dead"?
Bawwwwww-hawwwwwwwwwwwww.
Wait! GULP! I was almost dead!
Needless to say I do not drink anything stronger than cola.
I also PRAY and give thanks daily for my sobriety and attend A.A. at least 5 X a week.
Docs say one more binge and "good bye".
I drank myself into severe diabetes too.
Off injections now but take Metformen (sp?) 3 X daily to stay alive.
Don't eat sweets either and alcohol will kill me quickly.
Am I grateful to the God of my understanding?
Yup.