I'm trying not to think about it. I have to go to the plasma place again. The pharmacy will probably be closed by the time I time I get out of there, so that will have to wait until tomorrow. I was suppose to see a "friend" (I honestly have no actual friends here) today but now she's not online so I wasted my time with that. I honestly should just turn my phone off and go back to sleep.
I'm trying not to think about it. I have to go to the plasma place again. The pharmacy will probably be closed by the time I time I get out of there, so that will have to wait until tomorrow. I was suppose to see a "friend" (I honestly have no actual friends here) today but now she's not online so I wasted my time with that. I honestly should just turn my phone off and go back to sleep.
Well, I apparently can't donate plasma to get money to at least try to enjoy my birthday. Google is saying they're closed early today and I tried calling them multiple times and no one is answering. Last time I was there, they were short staffed. So I can't even have a little cake and ice cream.
And this is rich because it's right after I had this big epiphany that I wasn't going to allow other people letting me down (I'm pretty angry at and disappointed with some people in my life, and I'll leave it there so I don't get personal) and was going to do what I wanted regardless of others. Apparently not. My sister said I should be happy I have food and a roof over my head. I guess. It truly is just another ****ing day. Same old BS.