Free will. You guys sure know how to pick em! I posted something about this in another thread. It's hard to explain what I feel, but I'll give it a try anyway.
Most people think of free will solely in terms of being able to choose something. However, I usually think of free will in terms of God's free will. God is always defined as having absolute freedom, as an inclusive result of his all-encompassing nature. Thus, no one can force God to do anything against his will or nature. He is completely non contingent in his existence, completely outside of any persuation, and completely independent. Nowhere in this understanding, is there any indication of needing to make decisions. I think God's ultimate freedom comes not from the fact that he needs the ability to make a choice (not saying that he doesn't have that ability), but from the fact that he doesn't have any internal conflict to begin with. His nature is such that he will always live in accordance with his nature of Love, Truth, Light, Righteousness. God's ultimate freedom comes from the fact that he never reacts.
Similarly, I think many people presently don't have free will. Surprising...yeah. But, that doesn't say that you can't get free will. In life we are always preoccupied with many things. They may range from love to wealth. These wants captivate us or capture our attention and consequently we end up in situations where we oftentimes act against our true nature (one I believe to be made up of life, love, truth, and righteousness) and thus our free will is lost. I think free will isn't simply about being able to make a choice. A dog can make a choice. He can choose one toy over another. Simply making choices is not free will, and I agree with what many non-believers say about free will in the case of defining it simply as choice-making: it's simply the result of past experiences and their influences on our decisions.
However, for me free will is so much more. It implies the ability to follow your heart, soul, nature, spirit, seed of righteousness, stamp of divinity...whatever you want to call it...wherever it takes you. Free will lies in the ability to stop all reactions and simply live every moment of your life in accordance with who, and what you are. Free from distractions, free from worries, free from guilt, free from fear.
The catch is that you have to first find out who you are, before you can be that person. God is that he is and that's what he is and who he is, and he never acts out of accordance of his nature of Love and Truth. The result is: absolute free will. The paradox is that such free will doesn't really need freedom b/c when you always act in accordance to who you truly are...you don't really need the choice to do otherwise. Although choosing to never do otherwise is a choice itself...
Funny thing, but I expected nothing less from God: the ultimate paradox. Now awaiting someone to come along a put another crazy, wonderful twist or rebuttal on my argument, because no understanding of God and by relation, ourselves can ever be complete.
Sorry if this is crazy...or doesn't make any sense.
(I love this forum!)
Dee