namaskaram Shivsomashekhar ji ,
ratikala,
Do not take this as criticism. This is merely how a non-GV looks at this case objectively. We need to be consistent. If logic is bad, then why take the trouble to -
of course no offence is taken prabhu ji , ....I can also only give you my own feeling on this matter , .....
for me I can only say what is logic ? ...where does it come from ? ..on what is it based ? ....if our sences and inteligence are imperfect then what use is our logic ? ... yes we are all looking for the higest authority only when we find this authority and examine carfuly can we come to a level of personal trust in that authority , ...
to my mind we canot trust on the say so of shastra alone we must also look at the behaivior exhibited by those who are the liniage holders in each tradition , .....again to me a trust worthy authority does not show it self through its power to debate or its claim to have won arguments , but authority in my eyes is displayed by the love and humility whith which a Guru or Acharya devotes him self to that in which he places his trust , ....
to me this Sanatana Dharma is not just a search for Knowledge it is a complete science , knowledge is only one state which once atained leads to a state of grace in which not only does all become clear but also a state of pure bliss of knowing , ... words here are not enough to explain , ...thus many Gaudiyas are deemed quite mad as only knowing can reveal what canot be explaied in words , ....thus this Gaudiya becomes drunk with love , ....
...why take the trouble to , ....
1. Create a long list of verses attempting to establish the avatarhood of Chaitanya? None of these verses stand up to scrutiny (discussed elsewhere) and when questioned, the defense is that he was a "hidden" avatar or that we should not approach this subject through logic.
I dont think that the reason is to create lists that may be used in debate , prehaps many of these verses came about as pure glorification , ....but when questioned we say hidden because quite clearly not all can see what the Gaudiya is seeing , ...
2. Why bother to take the trouble to controvert verses to show "hidden" references to Radha? When it is pointed out that there is no evidence of Radha's existence before the 12th Century, the defense is to condemn logic and switch the topic to Rasa.
from My side there is no need to show hidden references because I realise that each will see acording to their own propencity also personaly I belive that one canot see with out the Darshan of the lord , or in this instance with out Darshan of Sri Radhika , ...only when she gives her Grace can she be seen , ...she does not even care to be seen by any other than Krsna so her energy is not directed at revealing it self it is a very private pastime , ...
As you state, you have accepted both of these claims (Chaitanya's avatarhood and Radha's divinity) solely on faith - without scanning the evidence and without ever considering the alternative. Obviously then, you should also accept that without the underlying faith - which is only possible if one is a GV - neither of the two claims are acceptable. Trying to convince non-GVs of either Chaitanya's avatarhood or Radha's divinity will be unsuccessful. The frequent threat of aparadha by GVs does not work either, as the people you are conversing with are non-GVs and they do not see rejection of these claims as Aparadhas.
I accept due to receiving darshan , it is only after receiving Darshan that what I have read has made any sence , I can no more explain this to you as I can explain the bond between a mother and child , there is an attraction here that only the parent can understand , knowing this attraction one sees everything differently one is not seeing on the material plain one sees on a very different level , ...as a mother canot make any other see what she sees in her own child I canot make you see either , this is where Bhakti and other traditions meet impasses you are asking us for scriptual evidence and for us to deal in terms of logic , ....we may not be seeing things in the same light , ...I am not sure that logic even applies , ...as there will equaly be differnt levels of logic , ...
You and Nitaidas have to come to terms with the fact that Chaitanya's avatarhood and Radha's divinity are not accepted by other Vaishnavas for lack of acceptable scriptural and traditional evidence. These claims can be taken seriously only if one has faith in the GV sources.
no not come to terms with , ...but more like realise that it is natural , ..... in many respects I do not expect you to understand , ....but l do not feel comfortable with the modern day attitude that everything is false unless proven through documentary evidence , .....personaly I feel this to be a modern malaise much due to ahamkara , ...our duty is to glorify that which we are fortunate enough to have understood, in this path lay harmony , ....if we exist only to debate the validity of other sects inorder to validate our own , ...then we will lose much of value in the process , ....