Shantanu
Well-Known Member
No; I was a very strong theist for several years into my early forties, then I became an atheist, reverted back to being a theist and am now undecided seeking proof of God again before I believe once more. What can I do to determine the evidence except for continuing with my clock checking for messages and hopefully if God exists He will listen to my plea for truth and justice to be implemented by the United Kingdom State in the next few weeks until I have my appointment with the Consultant Psychiatrist at 9.30 am on 28 June 2019. I will then find out the truth on whether I was victimised by the United Kingdom State or do indeed suffer from an incurable or should I say insatiable hunger for truth in having the condition of persistent delusional disorder for which anti-psychotic medication of risperidone and anti-depressant (sertraline) are enforced of effectively as a price that I have to pay to remain in the Community and not be incarcerated in a mental hospital.Just out of curiosity..have you always been atheist?
God was helpless over the 20 year period of my suffering persecution and so I do not have any hope left that I will see that justice and restore my reputation if not get a lot of money in damages and compensation from the United Kingdom Treasury for 2 periods of unwarranted mental health Act detention in hospital followed by semi detention in the Community as described above over a 20 year period.
So how long will any God worth His name continue to see me suffer such ignominy, is my question to Him. He knows He has to free me from the terror hold that the UK State binds me into. This is what He has to do to restore my faith in God.