I dont have any need for immidiately and I dont see any merit on passing any test on any ultimate or important sense.
You wish to give it such merit, you are free to do so.
Catholic church does not meet my standards in more than one account.
Correct me if I am wrong then. It appears to me you dont care to think too deeply about any of this?
You dont know what kind of God you would like, or if such a one exists, except we know it cannot be the Judeo-Christian one (if we are to believe the Bible) because the claims make it so cruel or evil.
Is that it? If so, what is your mission statement? Is there any belief in the eternal or search going on?