Supposedly, "God loves everyone the same." However, I am having a hard time connecting with God, except at random, brief moments in life where I "feel the spirit."
I do not have any particular special relationships with those of the opposite sex, or "best friends." I am kind of a loner. I feel hurt that I don't have something special with those around me. I feel at times that if God somehow had something "special for me," that it would all be made just.
It's fine what you guys think because me and God.. are cool
. I know that sounds selfish; i want God to love me more. To say, here son, I am sorry you were not as fortunate on earth, that is why I am giving you this now; your payback.
What is everyone's opinion on this? :help:
God loves everyone the same indeed ,but sure will have more interest and love towards those who seek him more than those who ignore or deny him.
I think all of us have hard times connecting with God, cause life itself is hard , it's hard to find answres for many questions through our daily life , it's hard to be satisfied with many of what happened to us ,it's hard to achieve our objectives , and hard to explain why
I had a similar thoughts in my teenage , I felt that I need to have a special relationship withsome else, pure , beautiful and fullfilling , no matter wether a friend , a wife , or a god ,but through mylife I knew that people are people , they are limited. so I seeked for the being who is beyond human limitations.
I read and searched a lot , I knew that everyone has the ability to discover one own mate , I built my own philosohpy about God,life and afterlife, I believe that anyone can have a special place with God , to speak , to see , to experience God in a unique way, I drew a picture of him in my mind to be the loving being , the one who cares for me, my current quest now is to reach the level of awareness of him , which I think needs a lot of spiritual exercises .
I don't think you are selfish in such way of thinking , seeking God and loving him is a beautiful desire in every human being ,finding God and build that unique relationship with him is the aim of our life. so it's not sefish to desire such thing ,in fact it's healthy to have something special with him , because we are made to be special
did you feel bored with my post , I hope I helped any way