So you don't believe in a materialist/ naturalistic explanation for life, the universe and everything?
I acknowledge every logical possibility, although I don't consider them all equally likely.
My complete candidate hypotheses list for the tree of life from first life to present:
[1] naturalistic, Darwinian evolution
[2] theistic guided evolution
[3] guided evolution be extraterrestrials
[4] no evolution, just the appearance of such by a deceptive creator (includes ideas like last Thursdayism, matrix, brain in a vat, etc..)
We can do the same for the origin of life in the universe
[1] naturalistic abiogenesis
[2] creationism
We can refine that further for the origin of life on earth
[1] naturalistic abiogenesis on earth
[2] remote naturalistic abiogenesis followed by panspermia
[3] remote naturalistic abiogenesis followed by remote evolution of a race of extraterrestrials that came to earth to create life
[4] creation on earth by an intelligent designer that did not arise in this universe(lets call this a supernatural creator)
[5] remote supernaturalistic creation followed by panspermia
[6] remote supernaturalistic creation followed by remote evolution of a race of extraterrestrials that came to earth to create life*
* Obviously, it doesn't matter how far-fetched or unparsimonious an idea may be to make these lists, as long as it is logically possible. Also, one could subdivide this further by breaking evolution, whether terrestrial or extraterrestrial, into naturalistic and guided, which makes this list 8 elements long.
And for the origin of the universe, we have this:
[1] Our universe came into being uncaused.
[2] Our universe has always existed and only appears to have had a first moment.
[3] Our universe is the product of a multiverse (any unconscious source) that itself came into existence uncaused.
[4] Our universe is the product of a multiverse that has always existed.
[5] Our universe is the product of a god (any conscious source) that itself came into existence uncaused.
[6] Our universe is the product of a god that has always existed.
Regarding materialism, we should remain agnostic there as well until we can rule in or out any of the candidate hypotheses:
[1] material monism
[2] idealistic monism
[3] neutral monism
[4] mind-matter dualism
As I implied, I know of no way to rule any of the elements of any of these lists in or out, and so I don't. I have no need to just guess, and find no value in it.