then you don't have any chance of ever experiencing anything that you would consider evidence of God. Your heart condition, or rather, disbelief, in God, prevents you from believing in Him. As far as me, so many things daily PROVE to me, that God is real, is a close friend, cares, protects, and helps, constantly, that it's impossible for God to be impossible. And if He were, none of us would exist, and neither would ANYTHING exist. No planet Earth, universe, etc.
So you won't ever have "information" to help you come up with an answer, UNLESS you change how you think and how you believe. And the only way for that to happen, is to stay FAR AWAY from ALL religions of man, and instead to carefully study God's inspired word. This doesn't mean studying a false translation like the KJV or the like, but the word of God. The KJV and those Bibles like it are NOT the inspired word of God. They have been so drastically changed, that they don't teach anything God intended to teach us. So to get your information, you have a lot of work ahead of you, but it is possible. If you honestly desire this "information", then you will start this work.