I've recently committed to rejoining my family's religion (the Jehovah's Witnesses). In doing so I'm obligated to give up my belief in evolution. This is hard for me because I find evolution so logical.
To combat my resistance to rejecting evolution, I've been researching all the objections to evolution and studying all the arguments for creation. It's not working. I can't seem to give up my belief in evolution, despite the fact that it goes against Jehovah's Witness theology.
What should i do?
How do I manipulate my logical facilities so that I can genuinely reject evolution and genuinely accept creation?
If you don't have a genuine faith, you shouldn't become a Jehovah's Witness, even if that's what your family wants for you. If that's what you're doing, you're lying to them and to yourself.
Don't make that commitment to make your family happy. You won't be able to keep up the charade. Be honest with everyone and give yourself time to learn everything you can. Make an educated decision that comes from your heart.