I've recently committed to rejoining my family's religion (the Jehovah's Witnesses). In doing so I'm obligated to give up my belief in evolution. This is hard for me because I find evolution so logical.
To combat my resistance to rejecting evolution, I've been researching all the objections to evolution and studying all the arguments for creation. It's not working. I can't seem to give up my belief in evolution, despite the fact that it goes against Jehovah's Witness theology.
What should i do?
How do I manipulate my logical facilities so that I can genuinely reject evolution and genuinely accept creation?
My condolences on your situation. Often, we change ourselves because we want to be loved or accepted. To a degree that is normal and healthy, but like they say, "all things in moderation".
I'd make sure this is really, really what you want to do. It's totally possible to make you think it's true, through magical means. I wouldn't help you with that as I would find it unethical, but there is a way but you won't find it through logic or reason. My point in mentioning that is to illustrate that you have to really do something underhanded knowingly or not to convince someone even yourself to believe in YEC when you know that the evidence just isn't there.