Thief
Rogue Theologian
There was no disagreement, remember Jesus said He and the Father were one, including their wills. Just because the suffering Jesus faced was extremely difficult and it was not something His human state anticipated as pleasant does not mean that He did not desire to go through with His mission to save humanity. One important part of His mission was to live a sinless life submitting His human will to the Father's on our behalf, because everyone else fails in that respect. This is what makes Him the substitute and Savior for the person who puts their trust in Him.
I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep. But a hireling, he who is not the shepherd, one who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees; and the wolf catches the sheep and scatters them. The hireling flees because he is a hireling and does not care about the sheep. I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own. As the Father knows Me, even so I know the Father; and I lay down My life for the sheep. And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd.
Therefore My Father loves Me, because I lay down My life that I may take it again. No one takes it from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This command I have received from My Father.
John 10:11-18
Another Christian rant......No one ever seems to get it right.
Giving your life is what you do when you are still breathing.
Giving up your life, is what you do during your last hour.
The Carpenter didn't save anyone by dying. His salvation is found in His teachings...His parables.
If you do not have His word in your mind and heart, the angels will not see His reflection in you.
The Angels will then leave you ...wherever you fell.
Dying on the cross was the culmination of events brought on by His ministry.
Teaching as He did, brought authority to the consensus, 'He must die'...
and that should not surprise anyone.
That He was willing to finish His ministry in such a manner has nothing to do with you.