gnostic
The Lost One
It would seem that I have been sliced, quartered and even diced, before receiving my one-way ticket to hell.
I don't know how many people in RF who have visited my website, Dark Mirrors of Heaven. It was meant to provide information about the non-canonical texts in relation to the Genesis, particularly in regarding to the Creation (which included Adam and Eve) and Enoch. Texts that I have used included the Haggada, Book of Jubilees, books of Enoch, Apocryphon of John (Gnostic), and others.
It was to provide different perspective, of the way ancient people thought of their religions, and how they change over time. It was never meant to displace the bible, and it was certainly not meant to be anti-Christian or anti-Jew or "anti-" anything. It was just mostly summaries of these legends, myths or whatever you would like to call them.
Afterall, not as many Christians in the Western world would know about Lilith, or Enoch's adventures and so forth. Not many read Gnostic texts as well. Also the bible is well known, whereas these texts are not readily available. Thus I was sharing knowledge. It wasn't mean to preach to follow these texts, and being agnostic, I have no desire to convert anyone or turn away from their respective religions.
Well, recently I got emails from one member, whom I won't name. Unless this person don't mind me showing the entire whole emails (including mine) out in the open. It doesn't bother me, one way or another if everyone else read them.
Anyway, the person's email, titled "What do I get out of it?"
Obviously it is question my motive for putting up such site. To this person, only the Bible mattered, and people becoming Christians. How I should concentrate only on the bible and my own salvation, and ignore these texts.
It would seem this person didn't like me pointing out that books such as the book of Enoch and book of Julibees were written before Jesus and his followers' time, and they were influenced by them. I have pointed out Jude's epistle alluding to prophecies from Enoch, which obvious referred to one of the books of Enoch. Also Enoch have been called "Son of Man", a popular epithet, which gospel writers have used and called Jesus.
Then the person began a long reply that I should be honest with myself and accept Jesus, becoming a Christian, as well as the consequence of not accepting Jesus - sins and hell. How I must do so with humility? Obviously he or she wants me to become a Christian.
I can understand this, about humility, but I warned the person that talk of sins, judgement and hell doesn't impress me; in fact, it disgust me. It is what I find Christianity so disgusting. I have people in the past telling me that I would go hell, if I don't convert.
Dark Ages and medieval period, priests have used fear on people to convert, and it is disgusting practice. I told the person that such method don't work with me, and if he or she don't want to talk about my website, then I have no interest in his or her letter if it meant trying to convert me.
I told the person that humility have very little to do with faith or belief. I probably should have explain further, because that only added fuel the person's fire.
Then the person lecture me that I don't have humility to be saved and so forth, and how I would go to hell. Already, the person judge that I would go to hell, and the only salvation is through Christ. Again, trying to put fear in me to convert. The tone of this reply hardly sounded humble. It's sure doesn't show compassion or understanding.
And being the person I am, I told the person that his email didn't sound humble at all. Well, here is the last reply.
I admired Jesus' teaching of love and compassionate, but I sure don't love his Christians, especially those who are ready to judge me, without even knowing me.
If being Christian meant sharing a place in heaven with people such as these, then I'd prefer to stay out of heaven and go my own way, whichever way that may be.
I don't know how many people in RF who have visited my website, Dark Mirrors of Heaven. It was meant to provide information about the non-canonical texts in relation to the Genesis, particularly in regarding to the Creation (which included Adam and Eve) and Enoch. Texts that I have used included the Haggada, Book of Jubilees, books of Enoch, Apocryphon of John (Gnostic), and others.
It was to provide different perspective, of the way ancient people thought of their religions, and how they change over time. It was never meant to displace the bible, and it was certainly not meant to be anti-Christian or anti-Jew or "anti-" anything. It was just mostly summaries of these legends, myths or whatever you would like to call them.
Afterall, not as many Christians in the Western world would know about Lilith, or Enoch's adventures and so forth. Not many read Gnostic texts as well. Also the bible is well known, whereas these texts are not readily available. Thus I was sharing knowledge. It wasn't mean to preach to follow these texts, and being agnostic, I have no desire to convert anyone or turn away from their respective religions.
Well, recently I got emails from one member, whom I won't name. Unless this person don't mind me showing the entire whole emails (including mine) out in the open. It doesn't bother me, one way or another if everyone else read them.
Anyway, the person's email, titled "What do I get out of it?"
Obviously it is question my motive for putting up such site. To this person, only the Bible mattered, and people becoming Christians. How I should concentrate only on the bible and my own salvation, and ignore these texts.
It would seem this person didn't like me pointing out that books such as the book of Enoch and book of Julibees were written before Jesus and his followers' time, and they were influenced by them. I have pointed out Jude's epistle alluding to prophecies from Enoch, which obvious referred to one of the books of Enoch. Also Enoch have been called "Son of Man", a popular epithet, which gospel writers have used and called Jesus.
Then the person began a long reply that I should be honest with myself and accept Jesus, becoming a Christian, as well as the consequence of not accepting Jesus - sins and hell. How I must do so with humility? Obviously he or she wants me to become a Christian.
I can understand this, about humility, but I warned the person that talk of sins, judgement and hell doesn't impress me; in fact, it disgust me. It is what I find Christianity so disgusting. I have people in the past telling me that I would go hell, if I don't convert.
Dark Ages and medieval period, priests have used fear on people to convert, and it is disgusting practice. I told the person that such method don't work with me, and if he or she don't want to talk about my website, then I have no interest in his or her letter if it meant trying to convert me.
I told the person that humility have very little to do with faith or belief. I probably should have explain further, because that only added fuel the person's fire.
Then the person lecture me that I don't have humility to be saved and so forth, and how I would go to hell. Already, the person judge that I would go to hell, and the only salvation is through Christ. Again, trying to put fear in me to convert. The tone of this reply hardly sounded humble. It's sure doesn't show compassion or understanding.
And being the person I am, I told the person that his email didn't sound humble at all. Well, here is the last reply.
His God had not yet judge me yet...if he does exist. Jesus have not judge me yet. But it doesn't matter, since the person have already judge me, and have already booked me a place in hell.Since you could not show lack of humility or arrogance and only accuse
vaguely, realize you do this from your selfish center. See how we are
different. If I say you are lacking humility I then to proceed to show
it. For example, you are not being humble by merely accusing, thus
pointing to yourself as the center which is arrogant behavior to say
the least.
The humility God deems necessary to come to the cross is already an
accomplished fact in my life for I accepted Jesus as my substitute
forgiving all my sins and I have died with Him on the cross to put
away things of the flesh.
You can't say the same because you are still operating out of self and
Christ is not your center. You have your religious idea and really you
are on your own with a foretaste of hell even now.
You can be arrogant all the way to hell and remain separated from God
forever. You can see how vital hell becomes to keep you eternally
separated from God's children. He loves us so much He does this. Just
like we put criminals in jail to protect the people.
Just know you can still be saved. Nobody is stopping you from this but
you. You are your own worse enemy.
I admired Jesus' teaching of love and compassionate, but I sure don't love his Christians, especially those who are ready to judge me, without even knowing me.
If being Christian meant sharing a place in heaven with people such as these, then I'd prefer to stay out of heaven and go my own way, whichever way that may be.