I wait for a logical argument to reject my claim
Demonstrating that the model does not correspond to reality is logical enough.
That was an example to make your mind closer to the main meaning
I understand your meaning well enough.
It just won't convince me, because your whole argument depends on taking a few unncessary, undemonstrated, arbitrary premises as true, as applicable to reality proper.
I feel and see no logical need to emulate your choice to assume that:
1. There is a cause for existence itself.
2. Such cause is in some meaningful sense distinct from existence itself (for instance, by having some form of intention or sentience).
3. Everything that exists
must have a causer, a creator.
4. The direct contradiction between (1) and (3) can and should be resolved by appealling to a claim of miraculous, literally divine privilege or exception.
To the best of my understanding, you mean to claim that all four items above are accurate and correspond to our reality.
That is no logical argument. It does not even sustain itself.
You are building a model that is not even consistent with itself in the first three items.
Then you throw them away in order to take refuge in the fourth item, which is just a claim of miraculous exception.
The whole exercise goes out of its way to
avoid having any connection to reality and could never be considered a logical explanation for
anything.
It can perhaps qualify as an illustration of how appealling claims of divine exception may be for many people. I don't think it has any other practical application.