My family wanted me to be a Christian pastor. But, I just can't even picture myself as such. There is a lot involved in it, too much responsibility for me.
I too could never picture myself as a 'Christian' pastor in Christendom.
To me, the purpose of Christendom's seminary schools are about how to run a profitable church.
Christendom's pastors also have used the pulpit as a recruiting station so parents will sacrifice their young on the Altar of War as if that is the same thing as the Altar of God.
Whereas, Jesus and his 1st-century converted Christian followers remained neutral in world affairs.
They did Not even get involved in the issues of the day between the Jews and Romans.
The responsibility Jesus gave to all was to tell others about the good news of God's kingdom of Daniel 2:44.
Thus, that proclaiming responsibility is equal for ALL Christians as per Matthew 24:14; 28:18-20; Acts 1:8.