Thats interesting. What was the purpose of the experiment?
No idea, it was a "blind" test where they only told me what it was after i signed the form. They did tell me it was entirely physically safe. I'm suspecting it had something to do with the perceived link between NDE's and DMT in human brains.
I understand this too because i also had some astral projection experiences. Or, concious OBEs.
Those things can be subjectively very powerful. But it's always smart to "know" it might be an illusion or hallucination. It might also not be. But it's better to be safe than sorry.
My experience was via meditation.
I do this a lot. Nowadays primarily as a way to simply calm myself. I can make myself lose any idea of myself and my environment pretty easily, but again, whatever i experience in that state is suspect because it's only perceivable by myself.
Ok. How about both are real? Lol why does it need to be illusion?
I'm saying i have not literally made a decision either way. I had the experience, i tried to reflect a bit on it, and now it's a part of me. But i have no particular want or need for *either* reality to be true or illusion. Doesn't matter. If it's an illusion, i'll play along. If not, i'll play along.
Illusion and real at the same time?
I think it's mentally healthy to consider it a non-issue. What if this REALLY is an elaborate Matrix like scenario? Then everyone would either be paranoid or oblivious to it. So might as well think it could be so, and they're doing a hell of a job at convincing me that i have free will and illusion of choice.
How do you make yourself not want anything?
Hard to answer. I never wanted many things to begin with. I was always happy with what i have, overall. At some point i just stopped wanting new things.
I'm expecting it took years of just doing what i do. Hard to determine how exactly i've convinced myself that i don't want new things. It's not strictly because of my Buddhist beliefs.
Notice his point about matter/antimatter in the video? And notice its the priest that corrects dawkins about what kruez is actually saying? Lol
I did notice the point about matter / antimatter. And the priest "correcting" him. That's the problem. The priest's retort was GOOD but it wasn't actually "correcting." You're making that leap yourself because you agree with it so much. But it has nothing to do with the claim that Dawkins believes that the universe came from nothing.