Well, didn't He say to the apostles exactly what was going to happen? Betrayal, death and return after the weekend? Maybe not in John, but I am sure you can find it.
The funny thing is that the apostles did not believe Him. Obviously, considering that they were initially skeptical of His actual resurrection. Despite the actual and exact unfolding of anticipated events plus some marvellous and miracolous events at the time of His "death". I mean, if I had been an apostle and witnessed all that, I would have probably called the CNN, or the roman empire equivalent, to record His resurrection live.
It was probably not so easy to find reliable and logically thinking apostles at that time. Finding qualified personnel has always been a problem, I guess. Even if you are the son of God.
Well, I could equally say that your obsession with Jesus is driven by Satan. Who can say? For sure Jesus Father seems to have developed all of a sudden a pretty different attitude than His alter ego in the OT, which looks suspicious.
On the other hand, it is probably unlikely that Satan, the master deceiver, would have created something like that. It has logical holes all over the place.
By the way, I was a born again, too. Am I now dead, waiting to be dead again?
Ciao
- viole