Thief
Rogue Theologian
Yes, but not in the way your indoctrination has taught you.
I'm afraid you are projecting earthly history onto the future, contaminating the future with the past; in fact, it is Jewish history! On top of that, you're projecting your mental concept of heaven outward into some future, non-existent time and place. It's all in your head.
You cannot bring your baggage with you into the spiritual experience anyway. The 'person you have become' is fictional, a character that is the result of your social conditioning. All that must go before you can experience a spiritual transformation, which allows you to see ordinary existence in a new light.
There is no 'return' to God; you were never separated in the first place. That you are separate and in need of 'salvation' and deserving of entry into a heavenly realm is your delusion.
Reality is indivisible. Any 'division' occurs only in the mind.
When you create the concepts of 'deserving' and 'undeserving', you are setting up conflict, in which one group triumphs over the other.
"Reward the deserving man, and you plant envy in the hearts of the undeserving"
This post is denial of all that Man has learned.
Which may work for you as it seems your are indeed headed to the grave.
And there will be nothing left of you..... at all.
God has created the stage and the players.
You are you...because God wants it that way.
You say the character that you are is an illusion.
But then you say cause and effect.
There is cause and effect.
And there is cause and effect for you....as long as you remain you.
If you declare your person to be a lie.....
Then God will accommodate your declaration....and dismantle ....'you'.
If fact...all He need do is nothing.
You can't get out of your body. Your stuck n there.
You presence before God is an item allowed.
If you continue as you have, your declaration will be held to you.
You will fail to stand from your dust.
Eternal darkness is physically real.
No light follows anyone into the grave.
Your denial is acceptable.