As much as you may not want to admit this, you are effectively saying that matter is innately conscious. Which may be true !
The fine line you draw to avoid saying that outright is that it requires a certain (undefined) complex collection of inanimate matter for it to become animate.(phew !)
And I am saying that that is speculation, with no science to back it up.
There is a missing link between inanimate and animate in our scientific model.
That has been my point all along.
And the usual hocus pocus used to explain that missing link is 'emergent behaviour'.
I am taking the time to point out that 'emergent behaviour' is just two clever words.
If you look closely enough you will see that 'scientific' models have only that vague speculative notion to explain why a bunch of molecules feel better than James Brown !
BTW ... if asked why you (a bunch of chemicals) have feelings (sentience) and your answer is - chemicals ! - that is most definitely a circular argument.
The unanswered question would then be - why does a specific combination of chemicals worry about pimples ? LOL
Have a listen to "I pity inanimate objects" by Godley and Creme if you can find it. After this dialogue I think you will appreciate it.
I understand what you are saying, but you are not realizing something about yourself; you are giving consciousness some kind of special status.
What I fail to understand is why it is not possible that there is nothing special about life? LIFE IS NOT SPECIAL! There, I said it.
Yes, we do not know of any other life in the universe. Yes, it may be extremely rare. So what? Perhaps life is just a chemical reaction, just like everything else. The only difference is that the conditions for it are rare.
That is my belief. And that is where we seem to differ. You seem to take life as something special, like there is a reason for our existence. I do not. I have no reason to believe that. So I have no reason to believe that atoms are conscious.
What I do believe, like I said, is that on our planet, however many billions of years ago, a reaction happened that created the first cell. The properties of this reaction included reproduction of itself, and thus evolution began.
Now before you say it, I realize there is no evidence to back this up. And there is no evidence to back up that some higher power gave it these properties. HOWEVER, although my claim is not backed up, it is still reasonable; Science, and the collection of knowledge, is not something that we just immediately get; experiments take time. You seem to think that just because there is no evidence means it is wrong. But even though we do not currently have the information currently does not mean we never will.
Our advancements in neuroscience and psychology leads me to believe that one day we will have a full understanding of consciousness; I have researched it, and we currently do not. At least not concerning self-awareness. But there are several hypothesis' on the subject, and so it is only a matter of time.
Science has never had any conceivable limits inside our universe. There are plenty of things science has not gotten too, but no field of science has ever come to a complete halt.