Because I must live my life while I'm still alive. And I claim not a final proof but the most reasonable position on all the evidence and argumentation at this time.Exactly, so why even make that judgment now if you are going to keep wondering anyways?
Again, the word 'have proved' is not correct in the above statement; 'believe' is the better choice of words.I guess I am having an issue with your claim that you have proved its existence "beyond a reasonable doubt". Can you go into how you've done that briefly?
First I started with a study of so-called paranormal things. I came to the position that the material only view of reality is incomplete beyond reasonable doubt. I studied if others knew about what this 'more' could be. This lead me into esoteric teachings of those who claim knowledge of this 'more'. Eventually I came upon the worldview of the (yes, allegedly) advanced souls of the eastern (Indian/Hindu) tradition and their teachings. I believe these individuals can perceive beyond the senses and the worldview they describe is IMO the most reasonable worldview proposed by man. Some of my most revered teachers are Pramahansa Yogananda, Vivekananda, Satya Sai Baba and a seemingly unending list that dovetail on clearly the most reasonable worldview my intellect has encountered. This is a non-dualistic worldview (God and creation are not-two).