TEXASBULL
Member
Cant.
she went far enough to say
"If gods not real than what would i live for?"
She's way past relating to me on anything else.
All of my best friends and family are mostly church people. I would never tell my mom how I feel now. It would break her heart.
Its very hard to live in the mist of people so set in their ways.
Thats why I come to RF, so I can vent and express my view freely without the hurtful words from people I have know for years and drank the same koolaid.
I still go to church every Sunday with my wife who is still a believer. I smile , clap my hands, and hug all my friends. Then I sit and listen to the preacher spew his BS for an hour. I go to a 3000 member mega church. Most of the time he is raising money and putting guilt on people who don't give enough.
I have a lot of people praying for me right now to come back to the fold. LOL:faint:
I try to fake it as best as I can, but its hard when I was sitting on the front row in a fresh suit every week. Now I am sitting in the back with the common folk and look at my iphone most of the service.