InChrist
Free4ever
I don't have a religion. I have a relationship with Jesus Christ. If you don't mind me asking what was your previous experience with what you consider to be Christianity? Were you raised in a certain church? I have not found the Bible to be full of "You shall not, period" as you seem to perceive it does. On the contrary, I see that it often provides detailed reasons for the instructions given along with encouraging wisdom and positive alternatives to negative behavior.And yet, that fear and guilt remains in the religion itself. Hell awaits. The Devil prowls for souls. A litany of "Thou Shall Not, period!", rather than "Thou should not, and here's why" or better yet "Thou should."
You may feel fine, but your religion is not.
As far as the fear and guilt you keep harping on, I think you are blowing those way out of proportion. Maybe you had those things laid on you while you were growing up by some legalistic religious system or church, I don't know. In reality, though there is a healthy place for fear and guilt. If someone harms another person it can be beneficial if they start to feel guilty, which can help them to apologize and make things right. I also think fear is can be a very healthy thing if it protects someone from doing something which endangers their life or the life of another. I personally would be very fearful to deliberately walk across the path of a rattlesnake.