I believe that is what it is.
The question is how does anything exist. It seems to me that there are only two possibilities; God created things or things developed by accident.
The probability that the immense amount of diversity and interdependency occurred by accident is so low that it only leaves a creator as the most likely cause.
Reasoned by a human motivated to cause change by knowledge it takes a being of higher self status to force lower forms to change.
Yet sciences strings Alchemy first of earth to have machines built to force O one God the planet mass to change again. Twice change.
Your idea. So you compare yourself to a being so infer it as a God. Yet you are just a human deceased consciously advised so.
Born by sex pretending you are first and not a baby why you think you came back from the dead. As first parents human origins are in fact deceased.
Human teachings on God earth were only against our science brother the occult converter rationally.
Eternal as no condition of explanation via mother father memory who came from that body knowingly consciously told me their story. As first humans. Why they existed. Memory told us.
The being unconditional loving made a mistake to investigate variation within its owned presence. Language spirit.
That would emerge out of their surrounds when they communicated to family. Eternal beings.
How change of language via investigation caused unnatural holding as gods owned beginnings O eternal mass of sounds instead of free movement.
Thinning surrounding holding made it burst.
Basic advice as it was not motivated. As why would a higher being want to lose what it existed within?
Idealising that concept as a loving human is not difficult to understand when I personally don't agree with motivated change to harm.
The idea a God is sought by human theists only. Who say they want it to change it.
To my review it is a claim they don't want God to exist at all.
Then they theory holes. Which is a no God present.
Present is where we exist. We don't exist in any hole.