So you believe the cosmic being is a conglomeration of souls, and after we pass a trials (made for the present level of understanding) we, or our soul move up levels eventually reaching or knowing the ultimate Goal? And those that do not immediately become a piece of the higher level are competing in a game of the lowest levels where there is a hierarchy of not equal souls?
Lastly...Do you believe reincarnation ?
Your questions reveal that you are not familiar with the idea of God being the eternal One that is the apparent all... And the obligatory pilgrimage of divine spirit to undergo cycles of reincarnation before learning to transcend matter and return to the perfection of spiritual union with God.. And if that is so...the following may not resonate with you...but that's ok...we are all brothers on the path...whether we know it or not....
Firstly reincarnation/recycling is an immutable principle of the cosmos.....from stars to people to cells to sub-atomic particles...for the cosmos is eternal and nothing can ever be added to it to make it more..or taken away from to make it less...it is one, complete and whole.
Terms like 'conglomeration'' of anything to describe plurality of aspects of the Cosmos/God/Being is simply the result of the dualisitc perspective of the human mind...which is fine so long as one also does not lose sight of the fact that the Cosmos is one. Like your body may be be constituted of a conglomeration of cells..but your body is whole.
The concept of 'soul' represents a physio-spiritual aspect....souls are not equal but they can never be more than a soul....like the human body defines itself...it can never be more than it is...it can never be a spiritual being....but the the self awareness of a soul/person can transcend the physical state and never reincarnate again...
No.... it is impossible for anything separate from God to know God....God can only reveal God to God....and does so eternally.....and that is why proper religious practice is one that will ultimately correct all the errors of the mind that prevent knowing what and who one really is...
Yes, there is always competition in life and the cosmos....the eternal dance of good and evil...ying and yang...complementary opposites of all kinds...and it is ironic in that this is what allows that peace that passes understanding to prevail... The Tao is forever in a state of balance/peace due to the ongoing corrections of emerging tendencies for imbalance... analogous to a servo system..
Cheers...