gnostic
The Lost One
Yes, I am aware you do not do any serious religious practice, so it follows naturally that you cannot understand the reality represented by the concept of divine awareness, but what do you expect, you do not seek the reality represented by the concept of universal awareness. If you seriously want evidence, all I would say to you is, "knock and the door will be opened, seek and you shall find".
The 2nd and the last church I had considered joining was the Methodism church. I was 19 and befriended a pastor in college (1985). But got into heated argument with him, when I brought up about a newspaper article about the Gospel of Thomas. At that time, I was curious, but I never heard of this gospel, and did know it history or its connection to Gnosticism. The pastor was upset, then angry when I insisted in learning about this strange gospel, wanting to know if there was translation.
In the end, our friendship ended that day. I was so busy with my studies (and later work), that I stopped looking for church to join, and In the following year, i didn’t open the Bible for 14 years - my 14-year hiatus where I was a Christian and theist without a church.
When I did touch the Bible again (early 2000), it was for research for webpage on the Grail and Joseph of Arimathea, for my website Timeless Myths that I had started in 1999. I read more than the crucifixion story…I went back and re-read gospel of Matthew, and realized the inconsistency & discrepancy of Matthew 1’s interpretation (Matthew 1:23) of Isaiah’s original sign (Isaiah 7:14-17).
That’s what really started to challenge & question the gospels. At that time, it had nothing to do with science, nothing do with Evolution or the Big Bang. In 2000, I was absolutely clueless about the BB theory and about the Theory of Evolution, as neither subjects were taught in any of universities courses I attended, and I didn’t know anything about them until I joined my 1st internet forum in 2003. I have also never heard of creationism or creationists until 2003.
The more I learned about Evolution, I came to realize that creationism was wrong, wrong about Evolution, and wrong about Genesis 1 & 2.
Since 2003, I became interested all sorts of sciences, not just about Evolution, but whole of lot of physics that were never taught in my courses I had studied, like Relativity, Quantum Mechanics, Particle Physics, Nuclear Physics, Astronomy & Astrophysics, and many more. I was also curious about non-science areas, like history outside of Ancient Greece & Rome, outside of Viking Scandinavia and Celtic Britain & Ireland.
Curiosity has also made me explore religions outside of Christianity, outside of the mainstream. In 2004, I actually found the translation to the gospel of Thomas at the State Library, a book that I have forgotten about.
As to “universal awareness”, I did explore dharma religions, like the multifaceted Hinduism & Buddhism, at my first forum, as well as here, at RF. While I found Hinduism more than interesting, but the more I learned about it, the less I know and the more questions I have.
I am aware of Brahman, but not to extent that I fully understood Brahman, let alone believe that Brahman is real. I was happy to ask questions here, and have them answered me, but unlike them, you have been pushy and arrogant, acting like those awful evangelists.
I like Hinduism and learning about it, but i don’t like your pantheism, because of my experiences with you.
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