Why do I believe? LOL. Can you handle my answer?
I believe in "God" because I have experienced directly what "god" is. I was born into an atheistic family and come from a long line of atheists. I too was a "devout" atheist" but my acceptance grew in stages. My first realizations indicated that Tibetan Buddhism held the brass ring, again due to my rather profound inner experiences that began at approximately 8:15 pm, 4 days after my 18th birthday.
If you go to the thread "
Ask MysticSang'ha anything" she talks about the "Clear Light". That is precisely what I experienced well over 33 years ago... and I might add... more importantly, I still do experience it almost without interruption.
As my experience deepened and my ability to assimiate non-tokenized (devoid of symbols) reality, I began to sense something beyond the periphery of my sphere of awareness. As the years went by I was able to resolve the formless and fleeting "non-images" through the lens of my consciousness, much like the Hubble telescope peered into a deep space are of darkness and after prolonged exposure resolved this formerly blank area was teeming with thousands and thousands of galaxies. However, I didn't discern thousands of things on my periphery, I detected only one.
This image that is well beyond the concept of an "image" was a singularity of sorts. It is hard to define, really. Slowly as the months passed it began to "respond" to my "thought probs" and eventually is quite literally condensed in front of me in a manner that is quite difficult to describe. It was like meeting a massive globular cluster, will billions of parts but seen as a whole. To my pathetic senses it certainly seemed to be "god". You ask why I believe? Well, seeing is believing, ain't it. More than this though, it was the overwhelming feeling of belonging, longing and being beloved. It was quite unearthly and the bliss at the union is beyond all description. I know I could simply be deluded, but at least I will die with a rather large grin on my face.
It is because of these deep mystical experiences that I no longer care terribly much what the religions of the world have to say on ... well, pretty much anything. I see them as children's stories designed for immature audiences who are unable to directly approach something far greater than the stories imply.
Personally, I accept four avatars (or divinity in the flesh) to have graced our small planet. They are Krsna, Buddha, Jesus the Christ and the One who is yet to be. There is also a distinct possibility of a female Christlike figure who may well have appeared at the dawn of modern civilization which grew into the "Earth goddess" belief structures of the time. I simply recognize no other beings as being worthy listening to.
Honorable mention, however, does go to Paramahansa Yogananda and his guru lineage. Mahavatar Babaji (as mentioned by Yogananda) and Meher Baba. Likewise I am also quite taken with the writings of Jane Roberts/the Seth entity. A tip of the hat also goes to Carl Jung, who is arguably the father of modern psychiatry.
Sadly I could not vote in the poll as the options were far too limited.