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Jesus in me
You keep saying this, but I have prayed, taken part in religious rituals, meditated, even taken the shahada. Nothing. Not a flicker.
For these things to "work", you need to already have belief in the thing you are looking for. It ism were confirmation bias.
And then what about all the religious people who lose belief? People who were once devout and pious but now reject the concept of god. What happened there? Why did god take it away from them?
I believe your experience is evidence that it didn't work for you but it is not evidence that it didn't work for me.
I believe that is true and one may wish to believe but wishing doesn't make it so.
I believe it is impossible if a person believes for him to stop believing. I believe what happens is that the person thinks he believes but when a lie comes along he is easily bamboozled because the person did not really believe.
I believe God is not the one doing that.