I quite these forums for a while. I needed to think about where I was on the religious scope of things. These forums were good at informing me, but equally effective in confusing me. I needed God to direct me, not the Internet. So, I quit these forums for two or three months. Before I left, I was a pretty strong Catholic. Later on, I started to become leaning in between Catholicism and Protestantism...accepting beliefs from both camps. Now, I barely accept any Catholic ideas. A couple key points, yes...but most I right out reject or am so horribly confused on. Perhaps maybe a few of my questions could be answered by some people knowledgable in the Catholic faith.
1. The Rosary. I know how and why it was developed. However...why do people say it? I mean, how does repeatedly saying the Hail Mary and Our Father and Glory Be going to bring you closer to God, as the Rosary is considered a sacramental? A more personal prayer to God would bring one closer in my opinion. Repeating the same prayer is hardly being close to God, I think.
2. Mary. I attend a Catholic high school and in my religion class, we discussed Marian apparitions. My teacher's explanation as to why Catholics should pray to Mary wasn't clear and concise. I understand that we should RESPECT Mary as the mother of God...but to actually PRAY through her to obtain salvation? Next week, I have to play the clarinet in mass for the Festa da Nossa Senhora da Fatima (Feast of Our Lady of Fatima), and then carry around a gigantic statue of Mary with 3 other guys in this parade. Well...I think that is taking respect a little too far. Especially when there is no Jesus parade...I think too much focus is put on Mary in the Catholic church. My question is why?
3. Saints. Sure, it is nice that there were people in this world that were extremely good people. And it is nice that the Vatican recognizes them and all, too. But why pray through saints? If the main goal in Christianity (I could be wrong here, though) is to establish a close personal relationship with God, and live as Jesus did...shouldn't we pray TO God THROUGH Jesus?
4. Sacramentals. One fine day, I see my sister bring this cushion into every bedroom in the house. This cushion had a dove sewn on it and it looked really pretty and all. It was supposed to represent the Holy Spirit. I later found out that my mother paid a sum of $14.95 for the Holy Spirit to supposedly enter my bedroom. Ummm...a little sacreligious, no? Does that not assume the Holy Spirit is worth money? I have an itch with Holy Water, too. At my church, St. Anthony's, there was Holy Water being sold for $2.00 a bottle. Now, Holy Water is a sacramental, no? A sacramental is an object that is supposed to bring us closer to God. Be closer to God for the low price of $2.00? Have the Holy Spirit enter your home for $14.95? In my humble opinion, the Catholic faith is being lost in things like this. My question is...whats with all the God-paraphenalia?
5. Infant Baptism. Reading earlier in the thread, I saw something about 'the sooner one gets Baptised, the better.' Something along those lines. Now, that's all fine and dandy. BUT! As being a Catholic myself and baptised as an infant. Hell, as soon as I popped out of the womb, I was rushed to the nearest Catholic church. I grew up and went through all the sacraments. Didn't know why I was doing it. Well, my parents made me...and there is little you can do. Confirmation is supposed to be the sacrament where you confirm your beliefs. However, I felt as if I was FORCED to be part of the Catholic faith. I once joked around with my mother the possibility of me becoming a Protestant. Her reaction? 'YOU WERE BORN ROMAN CATHOLIC! YOU WILL STAY ROMAN CATHOLIC!' If that's not forcing someone to be a Catholic, I don't know what is! If I told my mother that I didn't want to go through Confirmation...what do you think her reaction would be? Well, there would be a lot of yelling and I would end up being Confirmed anyway. I think a lot of Catholic parents put tremendous amounts of pressure on their children to stay Catholic. I think it is a lot better to let your kid to grow up and find God on his own (with some parental guidance, of course..but not outright forcing). Why is it necessary that an infant has to be baptised?
6. Infallibility. The Pope: leader of the Roman Catholic church. Now, that much I can cope with...but infallibility? For the love of God, the Pope is human like me or you! The Pope makes mistakes as well. To say the Pope is infallible is to say that the Pope is basically God on Earth, not making any mistakes, not being wrong, and is all good and holy. And that is a little contradictory to 'Have no other Gods before Me', I think. Maybe I'm misinformed here. Besides, I'm half on a rant lol. Are there any Bible verses supporting the infallibility of the Pope?
I have a plethora of questions...but those are the main ones. Any answer I get would be greatly appreciated.