Would you elaborate of what he said about your experience? I'm sure he realizes how rare this is. Has he had a similar view of the spiritual world during Eucharist?
He talked about how special a gift it was that I was able to experience these things, with the spirits and the Eucharist. He was very thankful that I told him this story, which made me feel good. He told me how he's only been in a state of grace a couple times in the 20 or so years he's been a priest. And in those times he knew of what I saw. He wishes he could see it though.
But I think what I saw was just a re-affirmation of what Catholics believe happens. And he said if it weren't for the Eucharist and the Sacraments, he would be a protestant. But the importance is not in the words of the bible, which so many focus too much on, but what happens at the Eucharist. Which I agreed whole-heartedly with.
This is a point I'm curious about but I'm not sure it's acceptable to ask questions about your thoughts here. So, I'll simply ask, why does this wonderful spiritual vision have to imply you are being called to the priesthood? Why can't it be an affirmation and a calling back to Christ? Couldn't the experience have happened so that you might share this good news of God with others? Why become a priest because of it?
Well, it's more than just this experience. I've been called to the priesthood ever since I was little. I was first going to be a Capuchin in high school, and a Benedictine in college. This idea of the priesthood is nothing new. His thinking goes along the lines that god gives people gifts, and my gift is this mystical experiencing of the spiritual world and the Eucharist (plus all of my lucid visions, and "memories" of the Christ, St. Francis, the Crucifixion, and others. He thinks it is a call to be something more than just a lay Catholic. Which I can understand. I'm just not sure if god has really called me or not. I haven't gotten to the point where I can honestly say "YES" to god about a holy life.
Wonderful.
I'm very happy for you and the enormously special days you are having in your life right now. Treasure them. :hug: I'm sure you are.
Oh I am!!! And I'm meeting with the priest every week now and seeing where this takes me!
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